... And I still havent found

what I'm looking for...

Some things don't work; and I think I have found a new one for me.

I don't think I've been happier the last few weeks; nor more friendly or whatsoever...

And I really don't wanna phone her, go to that crappy Gmundn Festival or what that should be.

I mean lets say it that way; I don't have any hooligan-friends; and I wouldn't be proud of if i had some... so I think saturday... max... I don't want to go; I think I don't want to see her; I really hate her pseudo-childish atheism.

It wouldn't make any sense. She is nice to me, but simply that? ... not enough I guess...