what I'm looking for...
Some things don't work; and I think I have found a new one for me.
I don't think I've been happier the last few weeks; nor more friendly or whatsoever...
And I really don't wanna phone her, go to that crappy Gmundn Festival or what that should be.
I mean lets say it that way; I don't have any hooligan-friends; and I wouldn't be proud of if i had some... so I think saturday... max... I don't want to go; I think I don't want to see her; I really hate her pseudo-childish atheism.
It wouldn't make any sense. She is nice to me, but simply that? ... not enough I guess...