what a huge amount of misguided human resources...

a saturday evening can be.

why did i go there? i mean, some guys i know have "matura", but is that really the reason? why did i go there? makes absolutely no sense.

7 hours going and standin around. saw the guys for approx. 10 minutes. 10 minutes sitting in a chair.

netto probably 40-50 minutes funny and/or interesting discussions - do u know how it feels to feel completely, 100% alone within probably 2000 people? guys, not good at all. i ask myself why i went there, and why i didn't get home as soon as possible. i hoped and hoped it would get better - big mistake. scheiss matura. scheiss bälle. intressiert kan schwaunz fadaumt.

what a huge amount of misguided human resources - probably 3400...

Better then watching beller bending silver spoons
Better then witnessing new born nebulae’s in bloom
She who sees from ‘up high’ smiles and surely sings
Perspective pries your once weighty eyes and it
gives you wings

I haven’t felt the way I feel today
In so long its hard for me to specify
I’m beginning to notice how much this feels
Like a waking limb… pins and needles
Nice to know you
Goodbye

Deeper than the deepest Cousteau would ever go
And higher then the heights of what we often
think we know
Blesses she who clearly sees the wood for the trees
To obtain a ‘birds eye’ is to turn a
Blizzard into a breeze

I haven’t felt the way I feel today
In so long its hard for me to specify
I’m beginning to notice how much this feels
Like a waking limb… pins and needles
Nice to know you…
Goodbye

So could it be that it has been there
All along?

hianto bin i so saudeppad dassmi söwa schreckt.

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

whatever.