Time flies by

i somehow think no one of the orignial posting group still posts rather regularly.

Nevertheless - I think you already knew that - I'm kinda a melancholy person and a pessimist and whatsoever.

I think I'm really gettin' old. Do you ever feel like losing out on everything? Whats left in the end? Whats the end? Why am I reading stuff written by a little drunk fool?

Blahblahblah. dammit.


Extreme - Ghost:

Tell me there` s no need, to be afraid,
they`re only shadows cast, past has plalyed
where voices carry at the speed of sound
If I should cry before I lay me down

I`m sorry for the words,
words I left unsaid
sorry being one of,
the words I did forget
all the time we spent,
wasted in the end
every precious moment, taking for granted
there in the corner of my mind
lies the weight of my regret
between the shadow and the light,
ghost you`re in my head

shelter from the storm, when I sleep
when I sleep
there`s comfort in the morn` a siren sings
if only for amoment,
I can breath the tought of you comes crashing throuh on me


I`m sorry for the words,
words I left unsaid
sorry being one of,
the words I did forget
all the time we spent,
wasted in the end
every precious moment, taking for granted
there in the corner of my mind
lies the weight of my regret
between the shadow and the light,
ghost you`re in my head


Tell me ther`s no need to be afraid
they`re only shadows cast, past has played
where voices cary at the speed of sound
if I should die before I lay me down.


I`m sorry for the way,
the way I treated you
a little bit too late,
but if you only knew
I`d take away the pain,
pain I put you through
and do it all again,
walking in your shoes
there in the corner of my mind
lies the weight of my regret
between the shadow and the light,
Ghost you`re in my head
Ghost you`re in my head
hold on,
hold on,

Things....

well first of all...
I am an uncle now! yay!

second of all, what bugs me more.
I feel I'm loosing touch with my friends at home...
Whoever I'm thinking of, I gotta be the one to phone sbdy....

And... well... the last guitar lesson I had.
I haven't felt so ridiculed that much since my first "üwatrittsprüfung" with the trumpet.
The last guitar lesson was.... devastating at best.
The funny thing is, my teacher didn't want to "get me that way".

But now I feel even smaller than I feel normally. And to be honest, thats not good.
it feels kinda like
for(i=22; i< klemens.getLifeSpan();i++)
wakeup;
godoSomething();
goToSleep();

and that simply has no goal whatsoever.
I agree with schally, most of us only blog when they're drunk or sad, but it overcomes more and more of myself.
The latter one.

mfg klemens

Queen - Don't stop me now

Chronicles of a madman

was in some strange club today.
now I know for a fact that i really, really don't like most of electrical music.

there are cool songs, still. but most of them need to be explored.

kudos to air, for making cool music!


so far, all about me. thx.

2009

sucks so far.

I can't even eat the amount I'd want to puke.
I don't have to go to Vienna tomorrow, but somehow I think it will be better...

last chance for november to make a post or something...

I just was gonna read some old stuff.

I really only blog when I'm more or less depressed...

last few weeks weren't easy, so to say.
hearin' some good ol' jamie cullum atm.

I really like this dude.
pretty cool music. from rather chilly to some good sort-of-jazz...

I guess I should be bloggin' more often now. not many posts in 2008.
Has something to do feelin' like my life is not really much worth mentioning...

Still studyin' rather fine i guess. Not too good, not to shabby either.
Sittin here at Ferrum - City with a CaMoCo. I guess not much to say. but I think I'll try nevertheless.

Hope of havin' a band some time soon. Still I guess I should try to get into a decent music school or something.
I was readin' my blog earlier. And one consistent thing besides my more or less pathetic life is me likin' playing the guitar.

Am I gonna ask myself the same questions my whole life? Where we come, where we go, and that whole other more or less pathetic stuff to ask oneself without any self-consience or kinda like that.

Expectations - measuring up to them. I don't know fo'sho if I can. Or even if I want to.

Is somebody good at this? or at that?
Is it really that important? am I overestimating that whole stuff?
(sippin' from the CaMoCo)
I dunno. All I know is, that my selfesteem is somewhere around -1 (well, thats good if you are a semaphore... so much for IT-insiders...)

Life is rather strange. I dunno how else to say that. Wha'eva.

Jamie Cullum -Twentysomething

After years of expensive education,
a car full of books and anticipation,
I’m an expert on Shakespeare and that’s a hell of a lot
but the world don't need scholars as much as I thought.

Maybe I'll go travelling for a year,
finding myself or start a career.
I could work for the poor though I’m hungry for fame
we all seem so different but we're just the same.

Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat,
aren't things more easy with a tight six pack?
Who knows the answers? Who do you trust?
I can't even separate love from lust.

Maybe I’ll move back home and pay off my loans,
working nine to five answering phones.
Don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twenty something.

Maybe I'll just fall in love that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that’s enough,
there surely must be more. Ooooh

Love ain’t the answer nor is work,
the truth eludes me so much it hurts.
But I’m still having fun and I guess that's the key,
I'm a twenty something and I'll keep being me.

doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah

I’m a twenty something.
Let me lie in, Leave me alone.
I’m a twenty something.

doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah

Is it that? or some part? well. I guess the journey hasn't really started yet.

Nor will it ever end.

Comfortably dumb...

go check out extreme's new album: www.myspace.com/extreme

star and comfortably dumb are off the new album! muchos kudos.... although one riff is based on another nuno bettencourt song and one song is simply a song the guitarist recorded with his last band. well...

cheap job for the vac so far, but it's not that hard too...

dunno what to say else. learn, guitar, its really cool!!!!

Well well...

its kinda time for some update. vacation is kinda dunno what, bands pretty sure dissolved.

thats it so far.