How could I dare

to think that the weekend wouldn't be worse than the week.


Livin' life like in hell atm.

I HATE IT.

Ground control to major tom

Take your protein pills and put your helmet on

How do I feel atm?

Well pretty pissed, not pissed at somebody, pissed of all shit that happens atm...

Whole last weeks never really good mood, only partially good mood.

This is major tom to ground control
I’m stepping through the door
And I’m floating in a most peculiar way
And the stars look very different today

Seems to lose control, where is my safety? Can't see the ground...

Though I’m past one hundred thousand miles
I’m feeling very still
And I think my spaceship knows which way to go
Tell me wife I love her very much she knows

No one to tell anything. hmpf. Anger inside me. against myself. against school. against - well, pretty much everything. Couldn't say it any better...

Here am I floating round my tin can
Far above the moon
Planet earth is blue
And there’s nothing I can do.

Feels like I'm fainting, I know, but can't do anything against it. Don' twanna go to school... Don't wanna write a "life-is-good-attitude"-lyric, although I said I would do, because if I write a (at least I think so) decent song, I wanna have nice lyrics for that. Strange weekend this is gonna be, it gotta be, to be exactly...

The more you see the less you know
The less you find out as you go
I knew much more then than I do now

Neon heart day-glow eyes
A city lit by fireflies
They're advertising in the skies
For people like us

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

Don't look before you laugh
Look ugly in a photograph
Flash bulbs purple irises
The camera can't see

I've seen you walk unafraid
I've seen you in the clothes you made
Can you see the beauty inside of me?
What happened to the beauty I had inside of me?

(cut)

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

Time...time...time...time...time
Won't leave me as I am
But time won't take the boy out of this man

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

The more you know the less you feel
Some pray for others steal
Blessings are not just for the ones who kneel... luckily


greetings, some kinda strange, state-of-the-art pseudo depressed
klömpö

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be me... (type o negative)

self esteem seems to be on holiday.

think positively...

think positi...

think pos...


what the fuck. I hate it. argl

Deja-vu

i think i gotta write a song with that name i guess. whatever


cu

Waiting for response

...and no response is worse response than bad response.


Besides, yesterday was somehow wicked. whatever.


Good Charlotte - The truth

Hits me to the ground:
Air - how does it make you feel

I am feeling very warm right now
Please don't disappear
I am spacing out with you
You are the most beautiful entity that I HAVE ever dreamed of

At night I will protect you in your dreams
I will be your angel
You worry so much about not having enough time together
It makes no difference to me
I would be happy with just one minute in your arms
Let's have an extended play together
You're telling me that we live to far to love each other
But OUR love can stretch further than you and I can see
So how does THIS make you feel?

How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?

Do you know THAT when you look at me
It is a salvation
I've been waiting for you FOR so long
I can drive on that road forever
I wish you could exist to live on my planet
Well it's very hard for me to say these things in your presence
So how does THIS make you feel?

How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?
How does it make you feel?

So how does THIS make you feel?
Well, I really think you should quit smoking