Is the bubble holdin?

Yesterday I would've said yes, atm I don't think so. whatever. life sux.

la vita e bella!(?)

who knows?

the weird thing is I'm not even nearly drunk. I don't know if I'm overreacting, if I saw it coming or if I'm really astonished and disappointed or whatever.

I think whats really pissin me off about myself is that at least I think I'm right if i say that it wasn't meant so.

and no I won't be any more specific.
Inside I know that I'm makin' mountains out of molehills.
I'm that much overreacting - tomorrow or in 2 days all is gonna be fine i guess. maybe even today. I'm strange. I'm really strange.

lets watch the bubble.

Wish You Were Here - Pink floyd

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.

greetings .

Ain't life grand

I'm soooooo clean with myself atm... I said everything (well, nearly...) I had to say to the people I wanted to tell em - ain't life grand - slashs snakepit.


nothing more to say.

A hell of a night

Gig was really great, I think we were'nt so bad at all.
Thx to anyone who visited our gig - meant really much to me (interestingly many bloggers I know, all but one - but that one used to be at a rehearsal (bandprob?))

I didn't drink anything, but today when i woke up i felt like I would've drunken a lot - thats why I'm not gonna drink nothin next time =D.

Meta whole lot of people I havent seen for awhile, or at least haven't spoken to...

but there are some people i just can't get off my mind. And I don't think thats that bad. :)


mfg klömpö

Why?

why is it catchin' me tonight? am I too drunk? or what? whatever.

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

[Chorus:]
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody's been there
and
I don't mean on vacation

[Chorus]

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you're craving

[Chorus]

yes, I'm kinda sick of my head. what about feelings? and brains? isn't that compatible at all or what?
whatever. maybe one of my biggest chances fades away. at least this insecureness will fade away to - in whatever direction it may lead.


I'm really drunk to be honest - but I think it was worth it. whatever may come now. whatever. I'm drunk. whatever... (Or am I such a jackass?) who knows, not me - I've never lost control.

botanik revival...

guess I've made the same shit like last year. but at least it will come to an ending. whatever. It may hurt. who knows.

um hader zu zitieren:
"i bin a oida trottl"


that seems to get the point. whatever. i think i don't care. although I'll care tomorrow. but what has tomorrow got for me that isn't today? maybe nothing. whatever


Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?


I werds woi nie lerna. whatever. scho sowieso ois wurscht. I don't hope so. who knows, not me, ever lost control...

Vermilion

SLIPKNOT – VERMILION PT.2


Verse 1
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I’d do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don’t know what to do

Chorus
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD

Verse 2
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She’s a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

Chorus
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD

Bridge
But I wont let this build up inside of me x4

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces, I wont.. no
I don’t want to be this

But I wont let this build up inside of me x4

ending
Won’t let this build
up inside of me

she isn’t real ( won’t let this build )
I can’t make her real ( up inside of me )

Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.


I'm kinda starving... in my head. whatever. life isn't only beautiful.. I'd have hoped it would be. what would be the sweet without the sour. whatever.


grml. can't stand writing.
I'm kinda crazy atm...
cu soon.

its unhealthy

I think it is really unhealthy to wait for a life-signal of a person like your own life would depend on it. especially when there's atm no signal.
hmpf.

I'm pissed

Saturday... contradiction.
If I am asked, I wouldn't do it.

Contradiction for contradiction - funny somehow.

whatever

grml.

bittersweet

I'm giving up the ghost of love
And a shadow cast on devotion

She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet

I won't give up
I'm possessed by her

I'm bearing a cross
She's turning into my curse

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet

I want you
Oh how I wanted you
And I need you
Oh how I needed you

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet

To me this song is a piece of art how music can flow over into emotion - as pure as it can be.
Instrumentally to those who are a little bit interested in instrumental music - after i've read an article about and from steve vai, i really understand his meanings of how to bring emotion to an instrument, for me, the most emotional instrument ever, the electric guitar - i can only encourage to get the songs "for the love of god", which is an incredible piece of how you take emotions and take them with pretty simple notes to guitarristic emotion in the purest form ever, or "k'm-pee-du-wee", wich is also so full of emotion that i nearly can't stand hearing it - because of it's pure beauty and admirability...

But not only guitar songs are beautiful and admirable...
well.

nevertheless - madame from past perfect is ATM the "killer hook song" to me. i could listen to it i guess 1000 times in a row. so download it - as shown below. A song with beautiful simplicity (especially lead guitar, only 1 "sonar-like" tone) and great lyrics and vocal passion. what to say else.


greets

klömpö

Madame (cont)

Past Perfect:
Madame

Madame will you please be my companion.
I will drive you crazy – wait for me to start.
And I will treat you like a lady, like a princess.
I’ll buy roses and I’ll open up my heart.

Good song: www.past-perfect.org -> AudioGallery - Madame Studio version...
Download it - u won't be disappointed as I think.

My mother told my sister that this weekend i have been by far nicer, more open minded, whatsoever else than ever. Question is - do I know the reason?


...Probably.
Maybe not - but I guess I do :D

greetings,

Westcoast taxla...

Muse - Citizen erased:
Break me in
Teach us to cheat
And to lie
Cover up what shouldn't be shared
And the truth's unwinding
Scraping away at my mind
Please stop asking me to describe him

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open-minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

P.s: Deer vital target "first blood" to come february the 18th - gonna be funny I think, the concert for me as guitarist will be awful, I never made "real" solos for the songs, and now there's not that much time left. well... we'll see...

Anything to say?

Whatever - lets take this as a "keep alive package" (tcp-knowledge-insider...)

what could i tell u about?
so far in school it seems to be pretty fine so far, we're goin to have our first gig with our band as it seems on february 18. ("kühaus") *3xklopf*

i should try to shield my guitar and such stuff. theres nothing more to say i guess...

so far keep on rocking.

bye

klömpö