Okok - not thaaaaaaaaaaaat shitty...

The last post was probably more depressive than it is goin to be in this vacation.

But somehow i think that a really big part of the friends are goin to be spread up all over Austria, probably europe...
I dunno - this is what really presses my mood - I've had that the last two years - but those friends were no close friends.

Probably more lies behind this - probably it is my hate of my appearance

muse - shine (acoustic):

Who cares for the life we earned?
Someone sold all the truth you yearned,
Remember when you used to shine
And had no fear or sense of time
When it creeps up on you

You can cry now there's nothing to feel
No one¹s noticed our loneliness
Remember when you should have teased
And made us scream eternal time

I believed that you'd always be here
And once you promised a life with no fear
Please don¹t break my ideas
And say what thing was always real
I was the one and only
Take me back again

ps: kina. =D

shit. sucks

these holidays are goin' to be the most frustrating and depressive ones for me.
nice