The rausch may be gone

but the fun stays. The "kompetenten kolleginnen" dagi, eli and se cäptn went with me, some rausch, and some "kommodte hawaras" into the botanik and we had some rausch and fun. ATM I'm workin to get my mind clear, with a beer. It simply was fun.

Botanik is a place as beautiful as trees and flowers can be...
dunno more to say

thanx, stay tuned.

klömpö

Fun, trouble, the good and bad stuff

This may seem like a "keep alive" comment - but nevertheless you're readin' it...

the "dream" of havin' a band fades away further - i don't think that it would be satisfying for some of the guys I'd have wanted to play with.


While writing these lines i hear G'n'R - Don't Cry... kinda ironic

Strange - but fun...

Yesterday was really nice - I drank some beer had fun - somehow a lot of things came down to me - I was really glad that - and that proofed my thougths about him - one of my best friends talked to me - it was really hard somehow. Today I'm simply glad that I've talked about these things that lay on my mind for so long...



well. good night.

Monday,monday...

dumb java-test to me- dada-dadadada...

The marriage of my cousin was quite fun - meanwhile I think I'm "accepted" by my cousins and the whole cousinwhood another way as I was so far - not so "childish" any more. Had some really interesting discussions with some guys - about work, industry...

ATM I dunno what else i could tell you - after this week hopefully I won't have any more tests this year *knockknockknock*

Strange. Really strange my dear

how come my good mood has faded away within minutes? instant-messagin' with a friend - somehow it's the greatest pain in my heart to write. if i didn't have muse to help me out of that - i think ATM i wouldn't be able to write these lines. why I think. why. why everything.... only beer keeps my mood up - and tomorrow I'll feel terrible - well at least the actual pain won't be "sucked up" within kinda 1 second or something. argl. shit - aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....


I'm just a dreamer - i dream my life away - today
I'm just a dreamer - who dreams of better days - oh yea-
I'm just a dreamer - who's searchin for the way.....

Ooo- yeah

Ain't life grand. had a really strange dream from saturday to sunday. and I mean REALLY strange - fact is, that i don't exactly remember what it was about... strange, strange.

For myself I seem to go more and more over into music - it is my tranquilizer, friend, I can relax with music - to me it seems really synergetic - music plus me is more than the simple addition would result - probably much more. I begin more and more to try writing songs, on the piano and the guitar - to me it is a joy... probably I'll try to record something - try some easy "studio-like" sessions if i have enough time - with piano, bass, maybe guitar... music is the most important factor in my life at the moment - besides family and the girlfriend that will maybe exist in some years/decates/aeons. never mind. song of the day:

Passing by, you light up my darkest skies
You'll take only seconds to draw me in
So be mine and your innocence
I will consume

Dark shines
Bringing me down
Making my heart feel sore
'Cause it's good

Hold your hands up to your eyes again
Hide from the scary scenes
Suppress your fears
So be mine and your innocence
I will consume

Dark shines
Bringing me down
Making my heart feel sore
'Cause it's good

Your dark shines
Bringing me down
Making my heart feel sore
'Cause it's good

Where is my mind

Weekend was nice - I was at home for approximately 12 hours. Has been a great time - although i drank only 5 beers on saturday...

OkOk the truth

I've drunk some beer - I've had some fun...


somehow I often think I should go, get self confidence, and look for a girlfriend.


...easy said...

Sun is shinin'

the weather is sweet - and I should do somethin' for school.

In the evening I'll go to the "guade oide Botanik" - probably without drinking alcohol. hui - this isn't the first time - but I need to go into the fresh air and see somethin' different as computers.